It was yesterday that I finally found out my biggest "flaw" with help of two good friends here.
The answer was simple. It is like fearing from my fear. Fear from water, money, girls, physics whatever.
Since I have found my biggest flaw(I think) I am going to change everything that is going wrong with me or where I can reach.
There is Mongolian proverb saying, "Don't do if you afraid, and If you do don't afraid". I was in this thing too much that I would not move on unless I have 99% probability. I won't stop exploring.
Probably I will still have some kind of fear. However I am going to defend.
A man just like the wind on valley.
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Time forgets
Everytime after sun goes home we say "hi" to something called lamp which gives us light. It is very simple to use. Just connect it to electricity resource and it will give you a light. But we don't know how much time did it take to developed as lamp. It took almost 80 years for light bulbs to be developed as now we see.
We just do not know who evolved in this work. Actually we don't.
And when we talk about our greatly known ancestor Genghis Khan we don't talk about his generals, queens, father those are background the background to that wonderful hero born. About democracy, we talk like communism was kind of evil so we don't have to remember it.
Time really forgets some things.
We just do not know who evolved in this work. Actually we don't.
And when we talk about our greatly known ancestor Genghis Khan we don't talk about his generals, queens, father those are background the background to that wonderful hero born. About democracy, we talk like communism was kind of evil so we don't have to remember it.
Time really forgets some things.
Monday, June 28, 2010
4차원(4D universe)
The point "." here is 1D, the line "_" here is 2D and the mouse holding or the keyboard you are writing on is 3D, if you see how babies are growing up that is the proof of 4D.
Not a really long time ago, maybe 2.5 months, I got a nickname "4D" in my Korean class which is "4차원". When this story came out my lovely teacher explained as, people usually think in 3D which is normal and you are kind of crazy-guy who thinks in 4D.
Then I felt in a thought that "am I so different from others surrounding me?"
By my DNA and finger-print, face are probably different from others.
So I started thinking about my behavior, my mind, my view.
Differently from science-way I felt that I might be slightly different from those who called normal people.
Sometimes I feel like I am too out-minded or too closed person. Also my life-view usually conflicts with my almost all of friends and even my family members.
Therefore I sometimes feel like mind-loneliness. However just like there sometimes be sunny-rain, I meet people who has some similarities. Those are called my very few best friend.
About 2 months ago I started meet people at GMMG(global master mind group) which leaded by Sharon. We meet once in a 2 or 3 weeks for couple of hours. When I am with them I find my-self. And I am not alone like "Old man and the sea". Thank you guys, for let me know that I belong to this society. Before I met you guys I was lost in somewhere over my sea-of-thoughts.
Every single lives in the universe are unique. "Dimensions" just depends on the similarities.
Thank you all, those understand me.
Not a really long time ago, maybe 2.5 months, I got a nickname "4D" in my Korean class which is "4차원". When this story came out my lovely teacher explained as, people usually think in 3D which is normal and you are kind of crazy-guy who thinks in 4D.
Then I felt in a thought that "am I so different from others surrounding me?"
By my DNA and finger-print, face are probably different from others.
So I started thinking about my behavior, my mind, my view.
Differently from science-way I felt that I might be slightly different from those who called normal people.
Sometimes I feel like I am too out-minded or too closed person. Also my life-view usually conflicts with my almost all of friends and even my family members.
Therefore I sometimes feel like mind-loneliness. However just like there sometimes be sunny-rain, I meet people who has some similarities. Those are called my very few best friend.
About 2 months ago I started meet people at GMMG(global master mind group) which leaded by Sharon. We meet once in a 2 or 3 weeks for couple of hours. When I am with them I find my-self. And I am not alone like "Old man and the sea". Thank you guys, for let me know that I belong to this society. Before I met you guys I was lost in somewhere over my sea-of-thoughts.
Every single lives in the universe are unique. "Dimensions" just depends on the similarities.
Thank you all, those understand me.
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Time is so fast
Yesterday was kind of having-fun day with my friends. We haven't been here for a long time; however, at the moment of writing those who are studying at Kyunghee and here I in Yonsei are very close friends and seems it will last until my life ends.
Before a cinema we were having a chat as usual. Like phylosophy, politics so on. When we were talking about the future like 5 years later I found I am not a kid anymore that maybe in next few years I need to write invitation for my wedding :D
The people those surrounding me are brilliant people that gives me energy everydays. Like the 3 girls mentioned above, my family, friends, students staying at our dormitory, my roommate, next-room-classmate, classmate so on.
I am happy that I have met these people. Life gives everyone a gift, whether to open the box or not is your choice. I recommend open it. Because it is gift. Also try to give gift to others who doesn't have it.
I will work as hard as possible to make others find their doors.
It is today. Tomorrow, the day after day tomorrow, someday there will be my time to go out of this universe. Until that moments comes I won't stop believing, thinking, working, learning,,.
Before a cinema we were having a chat as usual. Like phylosophy, politics so on. When we were talking about the future like 5 years later I found I am not a kid anymore that maybe in next few years I need to write invitation for my wedding :D
The people those surrounding me are brilliant people that gives me energy everydays. Like the 3 girls mentioned above, my family, friends, students staying at our dormitory, my roommate, next-room-classmate, classmate so on.
I am happy that I have met these people. Life gives everyone a gift, whether to open the box or not is your choice. I recommend open it. Because it is gift. Also try to give gift to others who doesn't have it.
I will work as hard as possible to make others find their doors.
It is today. Tomorrow, the day after day tomorrow, someday there will be my time to go out of this universe. Until that moments comes I won't stop believing, thinking, working, learning,,.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Love when you are alive
Yesterday the scholarship students went to some kind of orientation. Well everything were cool except the microphone had a problem during the speeches. It was the first time that I felt full after having my breakfast. Also there was a ministry of education there for the opening ceremony.
Today there were some wonderful speeches by powerful 2 ladies. At the last speech the woman whom introduced how to dream and how to make true showed as one video. Before these speeches I didn't really like to go for these kind of speeches. However it was awesome. I felt in my sea of thoughts.
Just a moments ago I watched this again. So that I found out how weak bastard am I.
I have a dream.
The reason that I gave subject as Love when you are alive is because, when I was watching it I remembered one of Mongolian famous poem.
All together to the TOP
Today there were some wonderful speeches by powerful 2 ladies. At the last speech the woman whom introduced how to dream and how to make true showed as one video. Before these speeches I didn't really like to go for these kind of speeches. However it was awesome. I felt in my sea of thoughts.
Just a moments ago I watched this again. So that I found out how weak bastard am I.
I have a dream.
The reason that I gave subject as Love when you are alive is because, when I was watching it I remembered one of Mongolian famous poem.
All together to the TOP
Thursday, April 15, 2010
From this point
Starting from this moment I am no longer writing my blog in my native language in order of studying foreign language. It seems like writing makes lots of thoughts. During last 2 weeks I have been blogging quite actively. I felt like my English and Korean ability decreased as number of blog posts increase.
Or it was just my bad. Anyway I am going to write blog in English or Korean. In my experience the best way to learn foreign language is think in that language.
I have a dream. To make that real I need these two languages.
Or it was just my bad. Anyway I am going to write blog in English or Korean. In my experience the best way to learn foreign language is think in that language.
I have a dream. To make that real I need these two languages.
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Temporarily out of e-world
Энэ нөхөр цахим ертөнцөөс түр зуур тасарна гэж байгаа. Тасрах арай биш юмаа. Онлайн байх хугацаагаа эрс буюу 80 хувь багасгаад мэйлээ л үзэж байнаа. 2 долоо хоног үзээд амтанд нь орчихвол компьютер автал нээх ороод байхгүй ээ.
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